Kirk .A. Inniss

The truth begins...

Broken: Part 1
 
 
You know you are really lonely when you can hear voices in your heart loud,
You feel that you are only one standing in the middle of the crowd,
You don't remember which day of week, which date in calendar,
You can't believe your fate again, and you start to wonder,
Who writes these s and with so much blunder?
Using tears for ink, Is it anything left to plunder?
I promise myself I will be clean, and no traces of a rake,
Yet it lures me time after time, to make my favorite mistake,
I know it has no bones, but they say it's broken,
I try to quench my thirst only to search for your reflection,
Just like how season's change, sun will shine on this frost,
I am trying to bury memories of what is truly love and lost,
So let me indulge in debauchery and everything that is brutal,
But your skin and lips taste so different, and your love is immortal.
 
 
Suraj
 
 
Broken: Part 2
 
 
Am trying to compensate for what is incomparable,
On a path to self destruction, find my hunger is insatiable,
On a prowl is a hunter impregnable, devouring on the flawless flesh,
Stalking prey reminiscent of your scent but without your taste,
Futile distractions to fill the void inside me, seems so worthless,
Silent screams reminds me of your face, I tell myself it’s just a phase,
No chains good enough to tie, no lashes hard enough to tame,
Leather and perversion, just a wild animal adept at his game,
Scrape my bruises; to revive beautiful graffiti, I know it’s not same,
Even when you aren’t in my arms, I scream for your name,
I am covered with guilt, while I undrape the fairies and mermaids,
And it’s memories of an angel which never seem to fade.
 
 
Suraj
 
 
 
 
 
 
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The Perfect Man
 
 
I see you standing behind waiting for me
I see trying to make me always happy

I see you removing all bad memory
I see you puttin every beautiful thing to let me see

The love you give is not just a love
It's amazing,It's like a heaven on earth

You always showup when you say you wont
You are always there beside me even if you dont

You make my everyday full of laughter
You make my every dream painted with a bright color

I dont know why my heart is beating for you
Is it your kindness?is it your eyes?is it your all?Is it true?

I didnt know much about love but you made me know
When you said i love you among my friends in a loud voice though

I didnt know much about trust but you showed me how
To trust a man that will pick me up high when im low

I didnt know much about men but you let me see
That you are the perfect man for me
 
 
By Aira 
 
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Behind the clouds.
 
 
On a cold winters night
The rain pouring down
The pale moonlight
Off in a distance,
Behind the clouds...
~
She cries all alone
Gazing into the night
While thoughts of him
Races across her mind...
~
She shakes her head
As the tears streamed down her face
And asked herself,
How did I make such, a big mistake...
To let him go
Dissapear from her life
She called his name
And then she began to cry...
~
He stands all alone
And watches the world go by
And see's lightening,
Strike in anger at the sky...
~
He thinks about
All his dreams he had
And can't find one
That he wouldn't rather have
~
To hold her close
And take back that goodbye
He ask hisself,
Why didn't, I put up a fight...
To let her go
Dissapear from his life
He called her name
And then he began to cry..
~
On a cold winters night
The rain pouring down
The pale moonlight
Off in a distance,
Behind the clouds...

~
Lisa '07
 
 
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JUST BROKEN
 
I'm not dead, just broken" she chants,
tears slipping down her face,
choking the words, a stone fist in her chest.
All is grey behind eyelids heavy and aching.

Yet she chants "I'm not dead, just broken".
A new mantra, thanks to pop / rock artist
Pink blaring in her ears.
On the empty streets of Melaka, she staggers alone.

Alone & hurting. Always searching for him.
Her love, her life, her doom.
The reason behind her every foray into romance.
Her demon knight, heroin, the driving monkey on her bowed back.

Today she found him. A mere glimpse,
a sliver of his utter destruction in another.
The glory of her triumph eaten away by the pain of recognition,
her badly healed scars burst open anew.

Sighting home, the tears, a private thing, cease
but still she chants "I'm not dead, just broken".
 
 
By: Jidda
 
 
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Darling  Daughter
 
She says, Mommy, I don't want you to die
As I watched tears drop from her big brown eyes
I'll miss you Mommy
I don't know what I would do
But cry everynight
And think of you
~
Darling Daughter
Let me wipe those tears from your eyes
Mommy just don't like it
When her Baby cries
~
Darling Daughter
Everything that lives must die
But that doesnt mean
I'll stop being by your side
~
I will ask our Dear Jesus
Let me stay with her for all times
She wants her mommy
Right by her side
~
Dear Jesus
Let this be the last thing, I ask of you
Let me carry my Daughter
Forever, through and through
~
Dear Jesus
Let me get on my knees and pray
Keep us together
Don't let us seperate
~
Darling Daughter
Let me wipe those tears from your eyes
Mommy just don't like it
When her Baby cries
~

Lisa '07

This wasn't written because something is wrong with me, i'm perfectly healthy.

This was written because my daughter came to me one day when she was little (it's a common thing of children to do) and just blurted these words out to me and started crying.

Her little tears just touched my heart.
 
 
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Happily Never After
 
 
Everyday I wake up my bed is empty and alone.
There’s no point in waking ‘cause when I do I know you’re gone.
I walk around aimlessly just waiting for you to call
And when you don’t I have to convince myself that you’re not it all.

I remember all the sunsets we’d watch when we were together.
Telling each other lies like we’d be together ‘til forever.
And you’d call me in the morning and evening or just whenever.
And all the times I said I loved you, just too many to remember.

How I’d make sure I’d take you out to dinner every Saturday.
I would set aside forty percent of my monthly salary.
If you needed anything you’d know I am just a call away.
And I’d support you in what you’d do; I’d be with you all the way.

I never forgot your birthday or any other special day.
We could be on the phone for five hours with nothing much to say.
How your name would pop up every time I’d bend my knees to pray.
And when you weren’t doing good I’d tell you “baby it’s ok.”

Got dozens of your pictures so you’re never out of my sight.
Before I’d sleep I'd send you a poem on every single night.
And I'd send you a box of chocolates after every single fight.
And before we’d kiss and make up I’d make sure everything’s alright.

I met your parents and your family, you also met mine.
And they told us our relationship would withstand the passing of time.
They told us we’re inseparable like we’re two entangled vines.
I should have studied their optimism and read between the lines.

Now every time I look up your face is right in the sky.
And all the clouds that are passing seem to be all waving goodbye.
And when that happens more than ever I feel I’m ready to cry.
And just staring at our pictures I feel I’m ready to die.

If only I'd see you for one last time and I'd ask you “why?”
Why you said you loved then you went to leave me out to dry.
Sometimes, they say, you’ve got to fall before you learn to fly.
But I don’t care ‘cause after what you’ve done…I never want to try.




By Babusi Nyoni.
14 July 2007.
 
 
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Tears of an Angel
 
 
All alone at night
Her reality then sets in
Dwelling in her mind
Of how alone she really is
~
The tears flow from her eyes
Running out of control
As the silence of the night
Seems to consume her soul
~
And he stands next to her
With so much love in his heart
Feeling her pain
In the silence of the dark
~
He speaks unheard words of love to her
Words she cannot hear
He holds her in his arms
And she doesnt even know he's there
~
He whispers to her aloud
I love you so my dear
I've been with you for eternity
And I so share your despair
~
I am your angel
Who wished for you to be mine
And the Good Lord told me
It will all happen in time
~
I've watched you grow as a child
Into the woman you are now
I've always been by your side
Like I am right now
~
I've watched you fall in love
And I watched your heart break
My tears fell from heaven
Could you not feel my pain?
~
I patiently wait
For the time you come to me
Then you will know
How much I love thee
~
Lisa
 
 
 
 
Where were you?
 
 
Funny how I write this now
after all the time we had unwisely spent
Funny how I've come to realize
I will never see your face again
Boyyyyyy, it sucks so bad
that I detour tears with laughs
I'm sitting on the floor
my hands are shaking really bad
Not because of being scared
because I dont know if i can ever Live on without
We have no one to blame
so I won't point fingers
I should have took everyday with you
every minute, every second, every smile, every joy
every passionate look, every bad habit to adore
I should have took them all, and locked them in cherished moments
Should have made them known to everyone
I should've, but I didnt
I could've, but I took you for granted
I would have, if I known about today
But reality is that I didnt
But I hope you know
I hope you felt
I hope you seen
I hope you cherished
I hope you loved me
as I loved you
and dont say anything about me
I know, after all the time we had, unwisely spent
this moment in time, I know
I will spend it thinking of you!!

I sign my name in love
and pray for you to know
You are cherished, but I regret it had to be done
On the 23rd floor, Bldg one
this year 2001 month of September day eleven!!



Always remember where you was, and when you think about it, tell everyone that you cherish the friendship and love they have given you!! My heart still.... this day goes out to those who lost their lives, because I think everyone lost a little of thier own that day!! DONT EVER FORGET !!!!!!!!
 
 
Written by Zarius
 
 
 
 
 
NIGHTMARES
 

Awake in the moonlight from nightmares.

Drifting out from the scares producing fears.

 Finding you in the morning, my being soaring.

 A smile welcoming me to renewed innocents.

 Maturing to everything, that is now making sense.

 

The sun taking in my awareness, beaming through the clouds a ray of light.

 Piercing into my sorrow, while I hold on with all might.

 But yet still in bed I lay.

 Then illuminates your presence a shadow loomed above my head.

 Generously serving me fresh, sweet kisses for the new day.

Handing me his love on a platter of eternity, preserving my entity.

 An angel, I assumed sent from God above.

 This desired love.

 Once fostered in fantasies now prominent in realities.

 In a vase of water, plunging me into a purer state.

 This is my journey stay, my passion’s fate.

 

As this rose bloomed red, I glanced far ahead.

 Frozen in a stare, their perfume filling the air.

 Reminiscent of yesterday’s affair.

 I arise into His harms sheltering my secured yet exposed desires.

 My soul cries out from with in as his lips sent pangs of lightening fires.

 Surging to my spirit.

From my mind,  no need to clear it.

 

My troubled dreams now in the past no need to fear it.

 


Written by GOLDEN
 
 
 
 
DESPAIR
 
IMMERSE IN GRIEF AND SORROW
OVERWHELMED IN PAIN AND SHAME
NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO NEXT
NOT BELIEVING OF AN OPEN DOOR
FILLED WITH ANGER AND FEAR
BLINDED BY SELFISHNESS AND OVERTAKEN BY ABYSS;
I WAS FORCED TO QUESTION MYSELF - TRYING TO COMPREHEND,THE PUZZLE OF LIFE!
~~~~

WRAPPED IN A WORLD...
A WORLD OF SELF-DISTRESS AND ISOLATION
CAUGHT UP IN SELF HATE AND SELF PITY
TRAPPED IN A STORM WHICH WILL NEVER END
WAITING FOR A DAY WHICH WILL NEVER COME WISHING FOR A YESTERDAY WITH NO MEANING
NOT CARING FOR A TODAY
AND HAVING NO HOPE FOR TOMORROW
I WAS LIKE A SHIP, BROKEN AFTER A STORM
SINKING TO RAISE NO MORE...
~~~~

RUIN BY GUILT, WORRIED,
WAKING FROM A TORMENTED SLEEP
I WAS MERELY SEEKING;
SEEKING FOR JOY I COULD NOT HAVE
LISTENING FOR MUSIC I COULD NOT HEAR
REACHING FOR SOMEONE I COULD NOT FIND
~~~~~

INTERTWINED WITH ADVERSITIES
FEELING REPROACHED
I WAS CALLING IN VAIN
AN URGE I COULD NOT CONTROL
A SIGN THAT I COULD NOT TAKE MUCH MORE -
SINCERELY PRAYING, FOR A BETTER DAY...
 
Written by Renetta
 
 
 
I Love you
Jul 15, 2007 3:06 AM
 
Only with You..I feel this way..


The first time I look into your eyes
  I see  forever

The first time I hold you
  I feel the world is in my hand

The first time you say my name
  My heart starts to sing

The first time I feel your nearness
   I start to wish that you will be mine in a lifetime

The first time I see you
   I realized its the first time I will love forever.
 

I Love You............ more than you know.
Written by Raven.
 
 
DARE!!!
Oct 16, 2006 8:58 AM

Dare to dream
Dare to scream
Dare to feel
Dare to be real.

Dare to get wings & fly
Dare to touch the sky
Don't let anyone
to make your spirit die.

Dare to find inner child
deep within
Dare to feed your mind
with new things to be found

Dare to shout loud
if you see injustice
Dare to stick out of crowd
if you don't fit in....

Dare to have high goals,
work hard to reach them.
Dare to change your role
from follower to leader.

Dare to break the rules
if you find them outdated
Dare to be creator
of your own destiny....

Dare to cross the borders
out of your own borderline
Don't be scared and dare...
You can make it out...

As long as you're true to yourself
As long as you don't harm anyone
Follow your heart desires
Dare to seek for happier life......

Written by Inga

 

THE STALKER.
Aug. 09th, 2007 10:59AM

Lurking in every corner
Hiding in every shadow.
It watched as he raced past by
It followed him through the meadow.

Like a thief in the dark
It prowled around.
He stopped and listened
But heard no sound.

He knew what it wanted
For he had escaped it before.
And though afraid, he was determined
To evade it once more.

With the ‘CRACK’ of the thunder, he spun like a top
No sooner did he realize he had elbowed the cup.
‘CRASH!’ ‘BOOM!’ and a big explosion
Flying glass and blazing fire compounded his confusion.

He tripped on his feet as he turned to run
And sent some things crashing to the ground.
He lay in silence and pondered about his life
And ignored the pain in his chest that was caused by the knife.

Death is a stealthy stalker
Who none can escape forever.
He is never out of sight
At any moment he can put out your light.
Written by Hybrid Theory           
 
 
BELIEVE
 
Touch,
Blue expanse of sky.
Feel the teardrops forming in stature.
The sun becons through layers
Uncharted dreams.
Moon reflects a somber tome,
All in search of an elusive star.

"Follow" a gentle voice asks.
From where I know not.
"Be giuded from twilight of horizon,
Place your heart upon the sea.
Trace the desire that is destiny,
Let the journey reclaim all that can transpire."

Steps within an enclosed compass.
Heartfelt melodrama eclipses the void,
Between the sacred and the profane.
A relation forms,
For substance is in need.

How long do I wait?
How infinite is this universe of imagination?
Asking of this a vison unfolds.
Before me is a solitary sparkle.
Which replies,
"Your tears have found home." 
 
Written by Joseph Arrigo  August 11, 2007
 
 
BEHOLD MY LOVE!

You are my love and I am yours
Each passing day I desire to be with you
Your love is better than the costliest diamonds
No wonder I crave so much for you
You my love are my crown and glory
You fill me with pleasure and joy
And like a child I feel so at peace
Whenever I am in your consuming presence

Behold my love!
The lips of my love are
Made of the sweetest juice
His touch like soft breeze
Caressing my dark tender skin
We share a special love
We understand each other
In ways few people do
With him life is much fun

Behold my love!
Come to me my crown
My soul feels elated
At thoughts of you
Take me into you
And feed me with your love
For I am utterly lovesick
Seal me in your heart
With permanent betrothal
For love is as strong as death! 
© Golda164. April 13th 2007. This is a modified version of my original poem, “Behold My Lover” which I wrote December, 2004.